I think it’s time to face some hard truths. The views literally are not there in my videos. That is to say, basically, no one cares. I specifically mean the Marxist community, what little of it actually exists, doesn’t care. I didn’t make videos for people outside our community. There’d be no point to that. I put out an hour-long video in detail explaining the industrialization process of the Soviet Union and it got fewer likes and a meme. It doesn’t appear to be limited to me either. Look at Paul Cockshott’s videos. The guy probably knows more about Marxist economics than Marx did, and he still gets really low views. He deserves so much more.
These people don’t want Marxist theory, they want memes. They don’t want analysis, they want something that tells them what victims they are. No one wants to hear any interpretation or investigation into theory. They want to hear the same thing that has consistently failed in the US for the last 100 years. They don’t want revolutionary science, they want pandering.
They want a streamer with the emotional control of a toddler constantly trying to tell everyone what a man he his. They will defend Vaush’s drawn child porn to justify obeying the Democratic Party. They want to fanboy over Luna Oi claiming Vietnam is socialist when it’s clearly capitalist. They want to worship Xi Jinping pretending China is socialist when the country is literally being run by a multimillionaire landlord and is capitlaist. They want to disguise their homophobia by calling themselves patriotic socialists or MAGA communists, both ideologies they can even define.
Me? I’ve tried my best to innovate. Tried my best to educate. All I ever got was people trying to destroy my life. Yes, literally trying to destroy my life. Because they don’t like third worldism.
Do you want to know how bad it’s been? That I’ve never talked about publicly?
Julia Ribber-Pitt and Aiden Acquare went to the police and claimed I burned a building down when I was 17, killing a homeless person. They sent messages to my mother on Facebook demanding that I turn myself in. I did no such thing.
r/socialism admins tried to lure me into their discord for a debate masquerading as a chat. I debated all of them simultaneously. I believe it was about 8 people. I crushed all 8 of them. I uploaded a recording of it. Their response was to make a meme of me saying “Prove me wrong.” Think about that. Asking someone to prove their claim is something to be ridiculed for. That tells you all that you need to know about them.
J Moufawad-paul, the bourgeois academic elitist out of the University of Toronto spent 5 years telling people that was a homophobe. Why? Because in 2013 I said identity politics was going to damage Marxism and the left. So, he just started screaming homophobe despite me being Bi and him being straight. Guess what position he holds now? He’s anti-identity politics. Is he the homophobe now? Or was I right all along? I won’t hold my breath waiting for an apology. Apologize for years of harassment, and slander that hurt my reputation and mental health. He doesn’t have the integrity to do it. He's a fraud.
Haz. He got his child army of RSTG people to go around making the false claim of me using a rape mod in Fallout 4 because he was too stupid not to blurt out that black people don’t matter in a debate with me. He’s so mad at his own incompetence he had to try and destroy my reputation. Anyone can google the name of the mod appearing in the pipboy and see it's not a rape mod. They know that. They’re spreading it because they were ordered to.
RAIM, that pile of human garbage spent years claiming I was transphobic and homophobic despite actually being bisexual myself. And never presented any evidence. Why? Because they wanted me and the LLCO out of the way so they could control the Third Worldist narrative. Countless people just believed what they said with no evidence and attacked me for it. RAIM members literally claimed I controlled militias that were getting ready to attack and kill trans people. And this community actually believed it. I got harassed for years falsely being called a transphobe because of them. They’ve all quit and left Marxism, but I have to live with the damage they did. The real Marxist.
Many of their members actually used to be friends of mine, they know how bad my mental health is. A former member who ended up becoming a friend to me admitted they were trying to get me to kill myself.
Anarchopac the worst one of all. This narcissistic psychopath actually created a fake account, befriended me, got me to talk about my mental illness by pretending to have problems. Look for someone to talk to, they got me to open up and then posted it on the human garbage's social media. Literally took private information given to try and help someone I thought was suffering and used it to attack me. Then doxxed my family on leftypol. My mother and sister got bombarded with death threats. Fine attack me you psycho, but getting people to send death threats to my family?
Why was all this done to me? Because I said I hated Anarchopac and didn’t respect that pile of human garbage’s right to live, in a private conversation with that same fake account already being used to attack me. Yea, I’m allowed to hate people. In that convo I accidentally misgendered that pile of human gargae. That’s why my mother and sister have to be threatened.
You know why Anarchopac is still anonymous despite allegedly having a PhD? Because the pile of human garbage is a fraud. Nothing claimed by the pile of garbage has ever been true. Go ahead Anarchopac, scream transphobe, that’s what you do with every criticism, use trans people as a shield. Never take responsibility for yourself.
I have family that won’t speak to me because of stuff like this. I’ve suffered mental breakdowns because of this. For what? Trying to educate people? For being ahead of the curve on identity politics? For being third worldist? All of the above. People’s egos couldn’t handle it.
I’ve worked hard, longer than most Marxists today have even been alive. For 15 years I’ve been doing this. Longer than ANYONE else. Understand what that means? Most people in our community who claim to be Marxist usually last 1 to 2 years and then leave. I’ve been a Marxist for more than 20 years. I’ve seen 10 generations of these people come and go.
Anarchopac and RAIM literally tired to get me to kill myself over their own pathetic egos. And they’ll never be held accountable for what they’ve done, because they’re hiding behind the internet
And you know what? Every single response to this video will be an insult. No one can refute a single thing I’ve said here. No one can “prove me wrong.” Do it, leave your insult. Wail like a self-identified victim on twitter. That’s all you are, all you can ever do. I’m not even going to listen to your response.
So, what does this mean? I’ve just gotten into university, something I thought I’d never be able to do given my socio-economic status, several learning disabilities, and more than one mental illness. I’m going to go on to be a psychiatrist so I can help people.
It means I’m no longer keeping a schedule doing videos anymore. I’m only going to do blog posts and videos when I’ve got the time or the inclination. So if you donated to my Patreon under the pretext of receiving regularly scheduled content, then please feel free to unsubscribe, I understand.
I plan to keep doing this, but I’m only going to do it when I have something really good to do.
And to everyone who hasn’t been a sadistic psychopath, thank you.
Been watching you for most of that time, always loved your content. Practically grew up on your Marxist ideas and all this western online drama only reinforces Third Worldism.
I appreciate you Jason, I'm sorry for what you went through.
I also want to thank you, you were instrumental to my development as a marxist. Looking forward to future videos, whatever the frequency
Also jesus christ do these people think politics is an identity or a pastime or sth?